“To love yourself right now, just as you are, is to give yourself heaven.
Don’t wait until you die. If you wait, you die now. If you love, you live now.”
My life feels very fast paced at the moment. Things are changing in a really big way as I go through a huge shake-up in my life. I almost feel in-between it all. On one end I am letting go of the old and on the other I am bringing in the new. There are certain things I need to do and part of me wants to take my time but of course life has other plans and I have to remember that we are never given anything in life that we cannot handle.
The path I have taken feels very risky and uncertain with nothing making sense to me whatsoever. I haven’t a clue what is happening. I am living on my gut instinct and trying a lot of new things that are pushing me so far out from my comfort zone that I have no idea where I will land. That’s all I know is I need to do this. More importantly, I want to do this. It is time to build a solid foundation for my future and the life I have always dreamed of having.
As my intentions get bigger and bigger, it can be easy to get caught up in it all. I have found myself in that place, falling back into old patterns at times and the ‘busyness’ of life, especially lately. I guess I’m not used to having such a full life after being ‘sick’ for so long and it is taking me a while to adjust. Life certainly has not been the same since Bali but in a good way. It has brought out my aliveness and excitement but also has meant I feel challenged more than ever.
This made me realise that this is what it takes to live the life of my dreams. It takes real work and effort. The more I am challenged, the more I know I’m on the right path. It’s life presenting me with opportunities to grow and become even better than I was before. Of course, I don’t always feel like that but I have to remember I am human after all. It’s about loving myself with where I am at any given moment. To really feel into it and connect. That’s all I have to do is close my eyes and just breathe. Let myself simply be.
As I allow my heart to really open, I am feeling the love. I feel a rush of energy taking me to a place deep within myself. It’s like time has stopped and in that moment there is nothing else but me. I could stay in that moment forever. It’s pure bliss. A little piece of heaven! I am in love with life itself and it’s a feeling like no other.
I don’t know where I am headed but I know in my heart I am ready for my new adventure. Are you
Lots of love,